Ever mine, ever thine, ever ours

Why the title? Hahaha wala lang :)

I was just feeling a little romantic. The wedding preps and wedding talks came to a halt the past few days, because Babe and I were arguing about several stuff and it just didn't feel right to talk about the wedding. Some arguments were serious, others almost became serious. There was even an instance when one of us thought of not pushing through with the whole thing. I guess that really happens to engaged couples, when they start arguing about something, and then all of a sudden they just start relating it to the big picture, because "hindi magkasundo" and they start thinking that this is how its gonna be when they get married.

Of course, always, or most of the time, it ends up with them working on their issues and still tying the knot. Maybe, a very important occasion such as a wedding brings out the best and the worst in you as a couple.

But notice when I said that when we were fighting, it didn't feel right to talk about the wedding. Wedding and not the marriage, because I never contested us getting married. I never thought of letting go, or giving up on him despite our 'occasional' diffierences. Since we got together, we have had A LOT of fights. There were even the heavy ones that almost did it, but I never doubted US. I knew we were going to make it. Its like I always knew he was gonna be the only one for me and that whatever our problems and our differences are, we can resolve it. Its like, we may need a day or two for time-out, but I'm faithful that in the end, he loves me and I love him, and its still the two of us. Its like what I always tell him, I will love him forever.

Honestly, I have never been this committed to anything, or anyone before. And if this is what marriage is all about, staying and believing that two very different people who love each other can make things work despite all the conflicts and stay in love forever, then I feel like I have been married with him a long time ago. Hahaha. :))

haha emo lang eh... I just miss my babe... For a while actually, we weren't arguing or getting in a fight, because we were both too busy with work and planning our wedding. I guess we're just getting used to the situation kaya bumabalik na sa normal. Hahaha, but as long as this rollercoaster ride involves gim, I'm on board :))